A tribute, and a letter
I can't believe I became an asshole twice over at the eve of Mother's day. This post is just but a small expression of me begging for forgiveness as well as wishing a Happy Mother's Day.
I am not a poet, I am hardly a talented writer. I write as a form of expression, like how people play music to express themselves as well as art.
Today, I want to express what I feel to my mother, in this little corner of the Internet, and hope for her to see it to forgive me and bless me for my examination in the coming days.
Dear Mummy,
I am sorry for all the trouble I have caused lately. Although I have meant this many times, I still repeat it over and over again. Sometimes I wonder why, when I fight back and retaliate with you and Paps, I feel so horrible when I think about it not too long later. Especially the times where I would just keep quiet and let my ego get the better of me and hence preventing me from asking for forgiveness.
Although I am 23 as of now, I still act like a child in front of the both of you. Who wouldn't? Anyone, old or young when their parents are with them, they are bound to be childish somewhat, to feel their parents love as they always did.
I want to ask for your dear forgiveness again my dear mother, on this sacred day dedicated to all mothers. I am so sorry, I really do, as I recall back the moments yesterday. Maybe I am the only son in this entire planet that does not wish his mother a Happy Mother's Day with a gift.
I remember the times you put up with my anger and my stubbornness, and take it with a calm way even as I shout back and ignore your calls. I regret all those moments.
I just want you back. I never want to rebel again, I promise. God help me in succeeding that.
I just want to be comforted by your loving words and arms again, like a mother would. The times when you would cook, clean the house even when I am around, I don't appreciate it. I didn't appreciate the times I had being with all of you, the times we laughed together watching movies.
I am not perfect whatsoever I know. I always try to be better, to be someone that you can be proud of in the future.
I want to say I am really sorry, Mummy.
And A Happy Mother's Day.
Please Forgive me....
Your son (eldest),
Danny
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